We miss u 'abah'

I went shopping again today.., but I’m not gonna brag about it cos it’s nothing important..all I could say is..’who ever says money can buy u happiness???’. It’s a bunch of crap and bulls*&t. Yesss it is!!! It only last as long as u wanna make believe. I’ve been spending..n spending..n spending. Why??? I love my hubby n kids and nothing change in my family except..i see him less each day. He’s consumed with work..i’m left to understand his situation and thus I turn to the most comforting thing I know..i spend!!!

I know it’s not fair to blame the situation but it is also quite difficult for me to absorb the truth and when reality strike it hits me like tons of brick!!!..i’m constantly wishing that I get to see him more, the kids get to play n spend more time with ‘abah’..but I guess that’s not happening any time soon. infact he told me the other day that things could get pretty hectic come next year. What’s a wife gotta do?? Pray for his success..pray for the best n pray that he gets to spend time with us.

I’m sorry ‘yang’, ur wife is such a fragile being!!! It’s just that ‘we’ miss u..so badly. Alif doesn’t understand the word..’meeting’ and ‘work’. It is by far my greatest task to explain to him why ur not around most of the time. It breaks my heart too when he leap upon hearing the front door open and only to find ‘bibik’ taking out the garbage!!! But we understand that ‘abah’ is working hard to support the family so mummy can continue shopping and Alif n Allysha get to buy new toys every week. Thank you ‘abah’ for all things nice..’Alhamdulillah’.

But if ‘abah’ don’t mind..perhaps on certain days ‘abah’ can spend more time with us….we love n miss u very2 much…