Thursday, November 5, 2009

We miss u 'abah'

I went shopping again today.., but I’m not gonna brag about it cos it’s nothing important..all I could say is..’who ever says money can buy u happiness???’. It’s a bunch of crap and bulls*&t. Yesss it is!!! It only last as long as u wanna make believe. I’ve been spending..n spending..n spending. Why??? I love my hubby n kids and nothing change in my family except..i see him less each day. He’s consumed with work..i’m left to understand his situation and thus I turn to the most comforting thing I know..i spend!!!

I know it’s not fair to blame the situation but it is also quite difficult for me to absorb the truth and when reality strike it hits me like tons of brick!!!..i’m constantly wishing that I get to see him more, the kids get to play n spend more time with ‘abah’..but I guess that’s not happening any time soon. infact he told me the other day that things could get pretty hectic come next year. What’s a wife gotta do?? Pray for his success..pray for the best n pray that he gets to spend time with us.

I’m sorry ‘yang’, ur wife is such a fragile being!!! It’s just that ‘we’ miss u..so badly. Alif doesn’t understand the word..’meeting’ and ‘work’. It is by far my greatest task to explain to him why ur not around most of the time. It breaks my heart too when he leap upon hearing the front door open and only to find ‘bibik’ taking out the garbage!!! But we understand that ‘abah’ is working hard to support the family so mummy can continue shopping and Alif n Allysha get to buy new toys every week. Thank you ‘abah’ for all things nice..’Alhamdulillah’.

But if ‘abah’ don’t mind..perhaps on certain days ‘abah’ can spend more time with us….we love n miss u very2 much…





8 comments:

naddy said...

ehehe same here, shop and shop n shop ehehehe btw dah beli ur bday pressie ke? :)

Amelia Khalik said...

Naddy...shop ada makna!!! Hehehe..pressie blom beli..hubby still busy n blom ada time nak bawak i melawat kawasan2 yg sewaktu dengan nya...kekeke

adriana az said...

breaks my heart and i can feel you're hurting,my doa are with you.Insyaallah when he have the time,i know he'll be there.be strong for him and yourself.for the kids.have to make time as time waits for no man.:s...insyaAllah me..hang in there.

Lybeau said...

divert your boredom and laze into something else... We all know its easier said than Done... As I'm speaking just about myself....my mood is cornered into ROBSTEN.... Now I get why people say Im 12!!...Sis...whatever it is... BRING IT ON.... :)

Fardahila Binti Omar said...

kak ame, jgn la sedih2..kan boleh shop n shop..hehe... kak ame ada hubby yg mampu beri ape saje tuk family tp memerlukan sedikit pengorbanan dari family... Allah tu maha mengetahui mana yg terbaik untuk hambanya... senyum skit...

Amelia Khalik said...

Na..thanks..as at today..'we' still miss him..:(

Lybeau..yeah sis..i'm learning to do just that. Diversion to keep myself busy, but no matter what..this is something new i'm trying to grasp in life.

Ila..yea 'Alhamdullillah' for the rezeki. Allah maha mengetahui..biasa lah bila selalu kena tinggal sunyi sket..hati pun mulalah gundah gulana..esp bila dia sibuk dgn keje. Tapi takpe..insyAllah things will get better kan..maybe busy sekejap..nanti bila dia dah kurang busy..barulah mampu kak ame senyum lebar..hehehe

habsahmoktar said...

i know how u feel...i felt the same way...

Amelia Khalik said...

Habsah..yes i think u would..we r in the same boat..right?? itulah pengorbanan seorang isteri kan..ecehh ceehhh..hehehe