Sunday, May 20, 2012

This too shall pass

Dear friends,

I've been neglecting this blog for far too long. I've not been in the best of health physically and mentally. Some might know i was about 10 weeks pregnant before i lost it on 17th May, yes that was 3 days ago. I feel terrible and everything seems to be at a standstill. It doesn't matter whether it's night or day. I still feel lost and tired!

My FB page has been flocked with well wishes from friends and family. I thank them and everyone here for their prayers and support, it's hard to meet with friends cos really i am so fragile at this moment. Everytime i talk or think about it i will burst in tears. I know it's just not meant to be mine but having lost 2 pregnancy in less than a year...gosh it's hard! it's a real test to my emotion.

But with all said and done, i am thankful to have a loving husband, great kids and awesome family. They are my pillar or strength. This too shall pass..i will be back soon. I promised you that but right now i'm home waiting for the bleeding to stop. It'll be few more days of discomfort. Worry not, i'm gonna be okay. Till then take care everyone.

xoxo,

7 comments:

sandi said...

Yes, this to will pass. I'm so sorry to hear this news. I've been through this myself and I understand what you mean when you say everything is at a standstill. Big hugs to you...this sadness will pass and God will bring you joy once again my friend.

iekaz said...

oh dear.. sorry to hear this amelia.. hang in there babe.. insyaallah, adela rezeki u nanti..

take good care! xoxo

Lynnda said...

Hello.. my dearest friend... I totally understand... what you have been through...its really hard... it's not easy at all... but you are stronger than you've thought..InshaAllah... there's always blessing to all this... My thoughts and prayers with you... take care my dear... big hugs frome me... xoxo

Sabrina said...

Amelia dearie, I feel sorry to hear about your loss. Hope you will heal. Take good care of yourself, ya!! {Hugs}

Blossom inch said...

Take care Kak Ame and be strong, God knows best. My prayers and thoughts are with you and remember we are thinking about you too. Hugs

Sharm Nidyanandan said...

I'm sorry to hear about your loss dear ..stay strong n dun give up...god will surely bles you with a lil one soon enough my dear...sending you big hugs..take care..n rest well..

Helen Tilbury said...

Oh I'm so very sorry to read this :( So, so sorry!! Just rest and don't worry about another thing - especially not creating or blogging - we will wait for you however long it takes xx